On my od
Apparently my mum was told by my interim case manager that the doc at the hospital said it was a suicide attempt. My real case manager is back tomorrow and I am going to get some more info when I see her in the morning.
I'm fat. Fat once again. My bra is too small. I can't breathe without squeaking. I'm on a liquid fast tomorrow. See if I can go one day. I wish I could talk to you miley, hi!
Going to start a 7 day gym trial tomorrow. Going to go swimming. I'm hoping to swim 40 laps. My case manager says not to get in for any less. She swims 80. So jelly. I'm just fat and gross.
On the bf
Lucas moved in officially today. We are giving in the paperwork tomorrow or at the very least getting it checked over. There were a lot of forms.
sorry i havent been around. asthma attack.
so liquid fast huh.... ooo sounds good.
im glad lucas has moved in.
swimming is very good for u! 40 laps seems loads hahah! now im jelly!!!
u make me laugh....squeek! me too hun, me too!!!!
Was it really a suicide attempt, though? I mean, in your opinion? *hugs you tight*
I'm glad you're okay.
Having struggled with anorexia since I was 11, (I'm 26 now...), you're most likely going to gain the weight back if you try and lose it by starving yourself or doing liquid diets. Its best to workout a lot...that's the only way you're going to keep the weight off.
Anything less than 1,200 calories for a woman per day is going to slow your metabolism down a lot...and won't do much in terms of weight loss.
Be safe, okay? ♥
Like ewww said, hun don't starve it off! It won't come off and if it does the second you eat anything substantial it will pile on. I've learned that the hard way with my an/bn. Now that I eat in a relaxed fashion my weight is balanced and if I eat a reduced calorie amount (like 1500-1600 a day) I lose weight easily and quickly because I have a good metabolism now. Good luck hun and I'm sorry life is a bit of a bitch to you at the moment, hugs xo